Well. I'm most likely being accept at the university in [Würzburg]. Now, not that I would be ungrateful if I get a place at university there, but...
"You know, of course you'll be getting child allowance and half of what your father pays and a bit from me, but you might have to work. I think it would be easier for you later if you could do without [BAföG]. You wouldn't have to repay..." - my Mum
Fact 1 is, child allowance is 154€. Half of what my father pays (because that is far less than he would have to pay) is probably not more. If my Mum adds about the same I have little more than a temporarily employed gets (450 vs. 400).
Fact 2 is that living in Würzburg is not as cheap as Mum predicted. The cheapest I saw was 250€. Add 633€ per semester from the university. That makes already ca 360€ per month. I did not mention books, clothes or food yet... (nor did I mention internet)
Fact 3 is that I will probably still care a lot about not having to pay back BAföG when I fail over and over again because I have to work all the time to support myself.
Fact 4 would be that if I get a place at home I would be stuck here for the next six years. Great fucking prospects for my life. Be a poor student in a different town or be the same poor idiot at home.
Anyone see the problem there? And how I probably will have a tiny problem to afford the flight to England for Hamlet next year?
Ich such mir nen Strick...
"You know, of course you'll be getting child allowance and half of what your father pays and a bit from me, but you might have to work. I think it would be easier for you later if you could do without [BAföG]. You wouldn't have to repay..." - my Mum
Fact 1 is, child allowance is 154€. Half of what my father pays (because that is far less than he would have to pay) is probably not more. If my Mum adds about the same I have little more than a temporarily employed gets (450 vs. 400).
Fact 2 is that living in Würzburg is not as cheap as Mum predicted. The cheapest I saw was 250€. Add 633€ per semester from the university. That makes already ca 360€ per month. I did not mention books, clothes or food yet... (nor did I mention internet)
Fact 3 is that I will probably still care a lot about not having to pay back BAföG when I fail over and over again because I have to work all the time to support myself.
Fact 4 would be that if I get a place at home I would be stuck here for the next six years. Great fucking prospects for my life. Be a poor student in a different town or be the same poor idiot at home.
Anyone see the problem there? And how I probably will have a tiny problem to afford the flight to England for Hamlet next year?
Ich such mir nen Strick...
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