.. just... breath-taking.
I mean... I was standing there in front of at least 350 people and I could finally show them what we had brought to life. I was standing there and I wasn't the least bit nervous. I was excited because it was just so... inspiring. Standing there and suddenly I just was there. I just was. It was gorgeous!

We were playing a play we had written ourselves, based on Goethes "Faust". I loved the idea although I wasn't too convinced of our play. We had 6 Fausts and Mephistos. Each Mephisto had one Faust they were seducing and in the end there were different ends for each.
In the end my Faust killed the woman he was so madly in love with and the bet the Mephistos had made - who would seduce a Faust-person - I had lost. I had snached a few sentences from "Faust II" and I was very anxious about them.
I was very anxious about my part anyway because I though we had a very silly part, my Faust and I. But when we were on stage it didn't matter at all.
I was Corva (my part) and I was there to seduce a Faust-person.
And I was myself who was showing all those people a story. I was talking to them and in the end I told them how frustrated I was because my victory I had been robbed of by the stupidy of the man I had chosen to seduce.
It was gorgeous.
I'm feverently waiting here for the second time we're playing.
The dress rehearsal was so bad that the performance itself had to be great but I didn't know how great it would be.
The audience was applauding after every scene and people already told us they would come a second time.

It was so great!